i came to my blog and wow, i missed e festives greetings! in fact, i missed a lot of entries on which i shld have blogged about!! company's dinner and dance.. xmas, and new yr and +++. i'm just too tired and busy!!!
a short summary.. a lot has been going on lately, and big decisions have been made after new yr, mainly based on nobody's influence but mine. these major decisions i came to might have cause a huge impact in my life, and thus i had been bothered by numerous questions i got to ask myself, and not to mention the dilemma and uncertainties while making these decisions, even after i have reached the decisions myself. till now, i'm still unsure tt they are concluded out of rational mind or out of impulsion. was even fearful of how the outcome will be too..
(question mark. question mark. question mark.) =_=
one of the issues comprised in the decisions i made, i understand and could estimate the consequences if should it be unsuccessful. a risky attempt, i should say, not many of my gender are brave and willing enough to choose this course of action. i myself had been struggling for days to make it a smooth one, unfortunately it didnt went the way i want it to be.. i'm such an egoistic person, in fact too egoistic tt to perform this task i had fight the cold war with myself in my head for days, before the devil lose out to the angel tt i could finally settle on it.
(debate debate debate) O_O**
i dun wanna do anything tt will affect the other's life; yet i got so much left unsaid, but couldnt be conveyed. it's ok.
*when we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.
opportunities are what you should fight for, even when you're given none.
i duno wanna think much about it, only to do my best.
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