BEATEN

pack and spill...

to pack my emotions and feelings when i go to work.
to be extra cautious not to let it spill.
to spill when i rched hm.

putting up a front..
to deceive and hypnotize myself tt it's not affecting me,
to look as tho i'm alright.

one day.. you'll get so sick and tired of it.. you'll jus suffer a breakdown.

like today.

ppl claimed tt it's a moodswing, wadeva, bcos it's not. it's fucking not. after hearing an accumulation of some things, after accumulating wad mentioned above, it's alr hard for me enough not to lose control. even tho wad i did was merely a change of attitude. even tho i did nearly lose control in there. wadz worse is i regret the moment i did it, and i hated myself for doing it instantly, but anw.. wads done cannot be undone.

den i realized the real reason y i regret doing it, and i promised myself tt i will nv let it affect me anymore. bcos.. it's no longer my business. if i were to do it again, i'll only let the ppl ard me suffer.. in this case.. i apologized to those who got affected, i'm sorry.

contradicting as it is, i will still continue with the pretendance.

and lastly, control my emotions.

hectic week.

had a fabulous dinner with my colleagues on tues at Modesto!! as usual, meizhen n i wld order seafood spag and 1 pizza. modesto seafood spag.. always the recommended dish to my frens! yum.. *smack lips. camwhore again as always.. esp when so many of us girls gathered ard. too mani pics to put up; i shall jus upload only the funni ones in the next entry.

gotten our stomach even more bloated enuff as we headed to hagen daaz for choc fondue.. i did mentioned b4 tt i'm not fond of hagen daaz fondue as the choc is always so diluted. decided to giv a try again and to our disappointment, it was not only diluted.. the choc was oso not warm enuff! yicks man.. felt tt i have wasted my poor money!! mei zhen complained to the staff there, and she brought our choc away to promise to have it warm enuff, only to found out tt it was even more diluted when e pot of choc was returned back to us. fed up.

attended the so-


called Orientation at True Yoga with lis on thurs; according to wad the person told me over the phone that we will be taken to a tour ard the fitness centre, and could actually start our 14 days free-trial lessons straight away. sounds nice la. but when we rch there, this stupid marketing consultant of theirs came to us and talk straight to the membership point. after so much of the persuading for our reluctance to join such an expensive membership for a yr which costs us $260+, we managed to get ourselves half of the figure and thus, we signed on to the 1 yr membership on the spot.

i think it's quite worth it.. you cld actually choose to go for any classes any time any day u wan, in fact, u cld even attend the classes everyday, with a fix price of $130+ per mth. provided tt you r diligent and discipline enuff, otherwise i think the membership is a waste. N they do have a lot of lessons.. from dance classes to yoga classes, to combat classes and even therapy classes. wooooooooo. i think i wld go for the therapy classes 1 day when i get really tired from work heh heh. er hopefully i wont fall asleep there?

so yep. classes will start soon after i received my membership!! i'm so looking forward!

friday, half day off to Home for the sick Aged. was rather bored there.. i tut mayb there'd be some interaction with the ah peks or ah mas?? but no leh, jus distributing food to em, den watch the performance by some of our staff.. we even went up to the stage at the ending to sing "Tian Mi Mi" (ah doi..........) as a grp. i think i wldnt go the next time n wld probably prefer to join the voluntary work to visit and help out the needys at their own house. probably do some house chores or clean up their hse for them.. den providing em food n all these. tt sounds so much meaningful lo. i'm not good at communicating with the old ppl oso!

went to mei zhen's hse after which, where it is not far away frm the old folks hm. i wanted so much to see her doggie, Furbi!!! extremely adorable!

presenting wad mei zhen called him.. Prince Furbi!!!!

ah yes furbi looked up to me hohoho..

in case u cldnt see, i'm actually massagin furbi's head..

haha.. u can see i looked realli happie in e pics..
i wanted to own a dog too.. sigh but somehow it seems impossible..?

dogs are men's best fren!

PAIN PAIN (jus a random entry)

my wisdom tooth is killing me man..

cannot smile properly. cannot eat properly.. well tt leads to cannot bite properly.
i even got headaches occasionally, as to wad lis said, wisdom tooth can even result to headaches.
OUCH.

oh btw, can wisdom tooth also resulted in hormones changes? LOL. bcos a lot of pimples sprouted on my face.. and my face condition is getting worse!! FFFF!

OH I NOE. it muz be the side effects of alcohol. F again!! i needed it so much!!

Happy Halloween

plans from clubbing at zouk, to pubbing, to chilling, to mahjong at ann's hse!

i think clubbing n pubbing seems impossible tt night, esp with the free entries at clubs! we promised tt next yr we'll dress up for halloween nxt yr heh. hopefully can make it come true den! sounds fun!

ann cooked spag as dinner for us. YUM~ love the corn chicken soup to the garlic bread to her spag!! played mahjong and we had chips dipped with the salsa sauce (gosh.. it's so nice.. except tt it's a lil spicy for me) after tt and the ben & jerry ice cream!!! thanks ann for e dinner! everything was simply delicious tt nite =D

and not to mention SMELLY. shawn dropped 3 or 4 silent bombs in front of us. his farts are DARN SMELLY CAN!!!!! one is fart king, another one is burp queen.. so compatible huh....


no clubbing or pubbing, but i still had fun. oh btw, lis n ann: thanks ar, now i know how i looked like... SOBS~

i dun deserve this.

ignore my previous post.
wadever the revenge thing i said, in the end i know i'm not capable of doing tt. i'm jus playing it in my head.. and i cannot imagine the outcome will be if i put it into action. anw, what comes ard, goes ard. whatever revenge plan i had, i'd be hurting myself in the end. it's not worth it

ppl come to know.. but i only told one who's closest to me. others might guess.. but i have no obligations to say yes or no. i dun wan it to be like as if i'm spreading a rumour ard, trying to gain sympathy. yucks.


all the while, better.
i finally move on.
my feelings? rest in peace..

Vengeance

i will nv forget the image registered in my head.
but.
i have erased all the memories.

all the while in my life, nv did i erase my memories like this, as i always treasures it.
honored?
.............................. how about doubled of this honor?
bcos i'm having evil thoughts in my mind now. for so long, such donkey years, had i tried on taking revenge; as i always only imagined it, nv actually put it in action on someone.
now, do you think i will do it, to another person??

memories erased, i felt relieved
revenge taken, i'd feel better??

mayb i will do it.
screw the basturd(s)

Drink.Drank.Drunk.

Why.
i can see tt i'm having more n more nightlife posts. clubbing.. pubbing..
and here i am, gg to share yet another nightlife again.
lol

- conscience tells me: stop drinking if you do not know your limits

went clubbing with my colleagues on fri nite at a club called dragonfly.. it's like a live band club there? and err i dun really like the music there man.. the band actually plays chi, cantonese and a few of the english songs at intervals of i think half an hr. seriously.. i cldnt see any guys/girls of my age there! all those uncles.. ah bengs.. i felt so out of place.. so i started drinking glasses of alcohol fast and furiously to divert my self consciousness from creeping in.

so wow, thanks to the alcohol.. i cldnt ve well rmb wad really happened... all i noe is i'm huggin diff ppl.. guys n ladies.. luckily i still be able to distinguish tt e ppl i hugged is not strangers, but ppl i noe. err i wasnt able to stand properly oso.. and shit. i muz hav looked like a mad lady in my drunkard state. image ruined man! zzzz... whatever la.

- i told myself: drink more to further your limits.

conclusion.. i dun mind chilling at there. but NOT clubbing.

d.d to life

my moto:

d.d to life - Drink and Dance to life

fri:

benjamin is bout to get enlisted to army soon, so we were like holdin a gathering b4 he goes in! as usual, timbre- not arts house but substation. simply love the music there, sort of like rock n roll. and the crowd there seems so much younger than those at arts house.. probably cos smu's nearby? saw a lot of xiao didi lor...

was also amazed at how guys' eyes worked. scanning for pretty babes wherever they are at, took only about seconds to recognize the chics, and then forever to talk about them. zzz..... guys = wolves...

sat:

supposingly spending our late nite at dempsey?? i was eager to see how issit like.. but to our disppointment, it's not exactly the type of place me n ting wld like to hang out at.. that place is toooo quiet!! more of a place for couples or families. nice dating spot tho.

dempsey hill!

ting

the strolls ard dempsey made our stomach growls with hunger!! settled our supper at clark quay's tcc.. we ordered sandwiches and my sandwich, i forgot wadz the name.. chicken n coffee one.. is not nice! ex summore.. hai... blame me for choosing tcc!!

and so, we're not giving away our late nights away lidat! we muz have fun! headed to china1, and the place is damn packed!! and the live band rocks!! woo!! i'm loving it man.. and we got high even without the alcohol, partially cos of the nice music, partially cos we saw one indian man with his hilirious dance moves WAHAHAHAA... i kept mimicking him lol.

the night begins like this.. i feel like a bitch, and i will continue doing it until i got tired.

not to mention this ang moh guy kept approaching me despite my numerous rejections.. er so scary. i cant managed to shake him off until he and his frens left china1 themselves.. -_-" and he's not handsome la haha. otherwise..????? =X

oso stumbled into this nice indian guy.. who offered to help us take photos and look after our bags.. wow so nice!! and i got a bit seh after drinking jus one long island (wth?!?!), he asked me to drink more water to purge out the alcohol i guess. sucha a nice guy rite? =)) danced with a few guys too.. and they were quite friendly. phew.. wad a nice way to put an end to my sat night..

oh opps is to start my sunday morning haha. ting- we nd to have more nightlife like this!!

Hindrance

DAMMIT.


all the time i had been moving a step forward, obstacles will just come into my way, forcing me to take one step backwards again.
and i kept hearing things i didnt want to hear. man, another step backwards.
somehow it jus feels like there's this barricade there, hindering my way.
FUCK.


lets jus see wad i will do aft tolerating all these, aft accumulating all the tolerance.

CPF Sports Day/happy birthday yusri!

CPF Sports Day 2008

the day was hot hot hot hot HOT!!!! i was sweating alr upon rching there.. and it was a sunny weather tt day.. i can smell sun block lotion on the girls!!

cpf staff occupied the whole stadium... so bishan sports stadium belongs to us!!

hx's sexy mao.. wahahaha

anw hx n me r the only representatives from our division.. and well, we were like blur blur wondering ard until he found the correct spot where we were sppose to be sitting at. was a bit irritated by the poms poms the cheerleaders r holding onto, bcos they were standing right behind us and the poms poms kept brushing my back.

stupid poms poms! heng i nv join the cheerleading hahaha.. i felt stupid jumping ard yelling cheers..!

cheerleaders from other department.. GO! WE R THE BEST!!! den i'm like duh.. wadeva..

watched the relays and suddenly i felt a pinch of regret.. i shld have joined!! ahh.. think i'd get better results if i'm joining! nvm! if i'm not quitting nxt yr i'd join again!

telematch is the last item to go.. and it proved me surprisingly wrong.. i tut the telematch was quite fun! all the idiotic images which kept running in my head throughout the whole day vanished until the telematch started and i was out there in the track..

there were like 12 tasks for 12 of us..? and we were sppose to pick one for ourselves. all the good ones were taken, leaving us no choice but to take the less embarrassing ones out of wad's left over!! i rmb there's one which u have to place a bean bag on ur head and balancing it while moving forward.. so stupid sia! and the other one is to KIAP a bean bag in btw ur knees whilst trying to move forward w/o dropping the bean bag.. (hahaha.. this action is damn hilirious lor!) i chose spinning e hula-hoop ard ur waist for 10x.. better than the ones above right??? can show my skill hehe. hx chose the one running backward.. LOL. i think tis is funny oso.

and u noe wad? we got 1st!!! WEEE!!!

reward: a shoe bag. nice. have been longing for one since long ago but now i got a free one!


Timbre again. Yusri's bdae!

hanged out with the long-time-no-see boys at timbre!!
desmond, yusri, kevinkam, angelis n me. too bad melvin n beng cant make it.

soldier boy desmond. haha

the goodfellas.. music gd tt nite!

us at toilet cam whore again

soldier boys yusri n desmond

stupidface1

the always delicious timbre's pizza!! yum!!! i'm missing it alr!

the guys

happy birthday yusri! i grant u 3 extra ears haha.

interesting tt night. we only got to know tt it's yusri's bdae at the time.. a pity! so it's gonna be a bdae w/o a cake................. BUT NVM!!! after getting the goodfellas to sing a bdae song for him, they actually gathered all the bdae guys/girls to come on stage and do some dirty dancing!!! HAHAHA!! so happening man! yusri was so shy.. n they were like forcing him to pole danced the other bdae gal lol.

in the midst of the game 2 ang moh ladies suddenly showed up at the stage cheering and yelling in an absurb way.. stunned!! think they got too high man. one of e ladies even danced with yusri.. n i can see her touching every of his upper body.. WOO! tt's er.... a well done feverish performance man.

grp pic with bdae boi.. angelis e phtographer! gugu us.. forgot to ask some1 to take a complete grp photo for us!

wa.. sports day sia..

i'm going to my company's sports day tm. -_-"


fuck. and i dun wanna go man. 1st time in my life i wish i couldnt make it to sports day. i'm not participating relays u see, 1st time again for not participating relays but actually something else. if i assumed correctly, something "childish" else. u noe those primary sch sports day which u r forced to join in some match and had to run stupidly blind folded to and fro overcoming obstacles in the way to reach your fellow team mates???!

i imagined tt now.
and i feel like puking.


can i jus.. take mc tm???
*Wail~

Anger

if i had this kind of father, i dunno whether it's a bless or i'm just ill-fated.



... mayb both.

a myth is born.

got enchanted by the cool breeze hitting my face so gently ever, sweeping my hair so gracefully.. and suddenly, it stops. just as my premonition visions warned me, i chose to ignore it.

i was too confident, which was y it leads to huge disappointment.

so den i was threw back into a state of shock which i shld hav expected, as the rain poured down forcefully upon me, soaking me wet inside out. it jus sinks to davy jone's locker.. almost drowning. it seems hard to accept, budden again, it seems hard to prevent. i can sense the determination in the ans.

something like a figure had materialized before my eyes, and now it's fading itself away..

the rain got heavier, this time turning into a storm, a heavy storm which resorted me to run for shelters, whereby i'm protected from the harsh rainstorm, whereby i felt so much reassured. A gratitude for these shelters i had yet deeply expressed.. which i think a "thank you" is aint enough. all i can do is to buoy up and stay strong to return their favor.

..which i think i had already done so. =)


memories still remain, whilst building just a friendship.
a kind of situation i have nv experience b4, but i'm still willing to try.
i dun wanna lose any more friends like i did, so many times before.
most imptly, i dun wanna regret.

from ting's blog:

"time pass. people change. feeling subsides. memories fade.
I think, i'm ready to move on."

thanks for the memories.

i will to, soon.
wait for me, my future.. i'm gg to catch up wit u.


to finish, if u ask me have i ever regretted knowing this person, i smiled.

The choice is mine

if i were to be given 2 choices at this moment:

1. to stay at home slacking, reading books n magazines, watching tv, do some spa, relaxing.. etc etc
2. to hang out with frens.. chit-chatting, catching some movies, trying out diff food n delicacies

i'd choose 2, even tho i had to fork out quite amount of my $$ doing it.

i hate to be stuck at home, thinking n doing things which i wasnt sppose to be thinking n doing.


went out on fri with sueann, sijia, and sophia.

S hilei, S ueann, S i jia and S ophia.

All S's!!! haha. hmm nothing much.. jus went to minds cafe and played with their games. felt like clubbing at tt moment.. but i'm still a bit sick and the other gals had their energy depleted. so we jus went back hm after tt..


Saturday, initial plan was to stroll along east coast park with my colleagues, with the sun and sea breeze and all, but the plan was called off as one of them was feeling unwell. well, so much for thinking tt it's a great opportunity for me to exercise the whole day under the sun and circulate my blood stream. i want to exercise ahh!!!!!! i wanna sweat!!!!!

so in the end, i woke up as late as 2pm on sat, and spend the rest of my night with ting at holland v.

ting- when can we get drunk together???? hahahahaha.. =P

us at essential o'brien. =)

end my post with my pics.. haha..
narcissist!

Home.

i'm home tt early.. n sleep this early!

toda i left the office on the spot at 6pm, went back home for dinner, and suddenly i felt so odd, so out of place haha.... well.. to be exact it's been ages since i had dinner at home and most imptly to be eating with my family (without my dad, as usual) together at one table. sigh... 'm wondering how does my mum feel... to have had her dinner alone....?

mayb i shld plan a holiday trip again.. but this time to be with my family. hmm mayb a langkawi or redang trip?? HEH.

anw.. i'm Enlightened lol. all thanks to alphonsus! hmm he doesnt know my blog but still, i wanna say it out loud here:

1st: i knw wad i want - to live a life where i wld not be tied down by such kinda matter. though it's hard, but i know i'm trying my very best to do it.

2nd: i know i'm strong and optimistic, and i will continue this way. it's jus another obstacle to go thru, another lesson learnt.

3rd: one of the lesson learnt - I HAVE TO BE CLEAR-MINDED! dun let my feelings over-ride my mind man!!!

4th: it's hard it's hard... and it hurts.. but if u tell urself tt u can do it, u CAN!!! (quote frm beng hahaha.. thnks dude!)

etc etc etc........ a lot of things i have to keep in mind..
but this is the way.. to survive..

oh ya.. n i'm still trying to make my life back to a normal one..
i pray....................

if u had a bad day, bad weekend..

parties, clubbing, pubbing.... anyone???


jus try'na to keep myself busy and occupied, even tho i'm so tired, emotionally n physically.
wish this hadnt been the way to start my week, wish everything was back in order - my life as it should be.

dun worry ppl, i've stopped crying. well, tho still sobbing a lil.. but with my frens ard supporting me.. i'm as comforted and happy. a BIG thanks to u ppl.. esp ni.. u always standby me whenever i nd it.



.............. if u r happy as it is now, i'll be happy for u..


now i'm serious.. parties, clubbing, pubbing.... anyone???

souless

dun ignite the hope in me, and extinguish it jus like tt.
2nd time tt happens on me, how am i able to pick myself up again?
u muz be feeling nothing but guilty, while i'm gushing out my tears with the agonizing pain in my heart, my mind, my whole body.
i'm such a weakling, i guess, n an idiot, for falling so fast n deep into it, and den hurting myself the next minute.
Bruises all over, with no one to tend my injuries..

been crying for the past half an hr..


n i'm wondered y am i in this shit of mess
y this shit of mess always find their way to me



but now i'm worrying another issue..
"y issit tt i'm feeling so insecured.
how do i get myself out of it.
help.. someone pull me out.."

Makes me wonder

how things turn out to be this way,

the hurt it caused on me
the anger that i feel
the impact in my life
the lessons tt i learnt
the caution in which every step i took, towards love.

no way i wld forget to add in:

the phobia.

after a chat with ni, we both are feeling the complications in it, i'm feeling wadz she's feeling, and vice-versa. stoned for a while.. else mulling over the situation we're in.


and i'm still thinking....

Changes within a yr

Happy National Day ppl.

i can see all the red and white since friday.

anw

exactly 1 yr from today, we were still in sch mugging for exams even tho it's a public holiday.

i cld still vividly rmb everything back at those times, esp the part which we couldnt catch the live broadcast of the national day parade, but tried and search for sources time and again until angelis found it but, the parade is alr over. a bit of disappointment we were, yet still contented and happy, with us a huge grp of friends gathered togather in this sch, we studied and played hard, and to me, it cld nv have been a better enjoyment in my sch life.

it made me smile thinking at those times.

time does sail. it oftens slips by without u noticing and one yr after, everything changes. some lost contact, few still in touch, and some ppl changed.

and for me, i'm still searching for excitement and fun, as always. that's wad the one thing tt's not changing.

8/8/8 Friday

nice date isnt it???

went to celebrate my bdae (tho it's alr a day after, but nvm) together with olympic at timbre the arts house and was stunned to see that the seats i booked were located outside.. SO HOT!

actually was nothing much larr.. haha. jus like a small gathering with frens chilling there, listening to the good music by goodfellas. i'm loving this band more and more! ordered a serious yucky drink called the boston beach party. honestly, i'm jus having a bit of sore throat, so i dun nd a cough syrup!! u noe wad i mean???!

the goodfellas

btw, ann n si jia brought me a milk bottle filled with alcohol drink and asked me to cry like a baby before sucking it (yes suck). a bdae special for me.. LOL. thanks ar gals!!

i sucked realli hard but i cant drink anything.. den i realized those babies power seh can suck realli realli hard to drink the milk..

after sitting there for a long while, we decided to go off to the next destination: club, as i felt like dancing. so the thing is we dunno where to go for clubbing, as none of us feel like gg mos, and i dunno wad nice clubs exist in clark quay! searched and i suggust to try china1..

my conclusion is, i love it, except tt it's too small and there's too many ang mohs. they have live band there playing rock songs!! woo~ somehow like a small live band concert. NICE. wanna hang out there again!

lastly, thanks a lot ppl: Jiani, monkey, lis, ann, shaun, si jia, shawn, michelle, zhiyi, beng, desmond, for turning up. it means a lot to me. thanks for the time!!!

and to those who were not invited, my sincere apologies!! i'm jus afraid tt there's not enough seats there, so i played safe by jus asking some of my frens. it doesnt mean tt i didnt tut of ur.. sorry!

****ING SICK

I'M SICK!



FOR DUNNO HOW MANY UMPTEEN TIMES!!!!


ggrrrr.. and tm i've got to work. wth! cannot bon like i always did in sch la!! kns..

anw, jus a short update cos i'm feeling damn miserable rite now.. splitting headache and the drowsiness from the drugs..

half day off on fri cos i went to participate the laser quest competition held by our company at CDANS!

Definition of Laser Quest: The general aim of laser tag is to tag your opponents as many times with one's laser as possible, while avoiding being tagged oneself. The players are equipped with infrared/laser hand held units and packs with sensors on, and let into a large multi-level, maze-like arena filled with ramps, catwalks and windows. In Laser Quest centers, the playing arenas are filled with theatrical fog and black light lit. And to enforce the vow made in the airlock, employees check on the players in the arena to make sure everyone is safe.

[Source frm wikipedia]

its an exciting game, and i saw the price, it's onli 3.50 bucks per game! mayb we can play ouselves next time??

anw the results were out n we were the last to score. LOL. n my points were the least cos i always got shot!! well luckily i'm not interested to be a policeman.. if not with my standard i'd be dead sooner or later! n mind u.. it's ve tiring!! plus it's my 1st day of eh-hem too.. oh man, it realli drain my energy out!!

tt's when i rch home i found out tt i'm sick as well! gosh.. so suay la..

no photos to be uploaded anw.. cos i lazy. alrite tt's it. i muz go rest my bum on the sofa watching tv le.. so feeling unwell! :(

behind the fur

met up with monkey n fish and had our dinner at popeye last night after work. was damn hungry!!!

anw after our fill and a bit of chit-chatting session, we stroll ard the shops @ singapore flyer and we stumbled across a bear making shop.. oh gosh.. the bears are all so cute!! arghhh! monkey n i den decided to buy one for our japanese lecturer as a sovenier gift.. and the process of making a bear was so interesting n meaningful!

Steps to build a bear:

1st.
we chose a bear skin and had it filled with the cotton. altho it is the salesperson there who was in charge of stuffing the bear with cotton, i felt tt i'm involved in this process too, becos i was asked to step on a pedal tt force the cotton into the bear's inside.

2nd.
monkey n i were given a heart shaped cotton each, and we were to rub it onto our face and palms, and after which, we were asked to stuff it into the bear's body, sort of like transferring our warm into the little hearts to produce a new life for the bear. ................ so meaningful.. isnt it??

3rd.
bathe the bear by brushing it's fur so make it smoother! i see angelis n jianai kept brushing her ass.. lol. poor bear bear..

4th.
choose an outfit for ur bear!! we chose a kawaii and kirei looking kimono!! SUPER ADORABLE LA!!! and i tell u, there r loooots of outfits to choose there. take ur pick!

5th.
create a birth cert for ur bear. so a yr later from last night, it'll be her 1st birthday!! oh btw, we named the bear kuma mariko. kuma stands for bear in japanese, and mariko is our japanese lecturer's name. =)

6th.
tadah~! the bear is built!!

and u ppl wana make a bear, do visit the Build a Bear Workshop! it's so fun!!!


okie. aside from all the fun n happiness, lemme jus fill u up with my working life.
hmm.. so far i felt tt excluding the part which i had to pick up phone calls, i think tt there's no problem coping with the job. it jus freak me out to pick up phone calls, and i had no confidence talking to the employers who r at the other side of the phone. oh man.... i realli cannot stand it!!!!
and.. about my colleagues.. hmmmm.. i jus felt tt there's something not right. it's hard to describe here. i jus dun feel comfortable hangin out with em; i guess tt's y i am not behaving naturally like wad i am in front of em. sad!

hopefully.. i can tolerate for a yr and quit??? pss i dun realli enjoy this job u noe!

shall end this post with a pic of 3 of us here! =D

T2 Sony Camera

bought a white colour T2 sony camera last fri at the IT show!!!

yay.. finally had a camera for myself! but it's being shared btw my sis n i la.. i dun mind tho =) it's not like i'm using it alot.

i find the functions damn easy to use! it's extremely user-friendly. i find it a good bargain.. cos with it's touch-screen components, it costs onli $429! and it's realli pretty too hehe..

anw took a photo with my parents with my graduation robes on.. since they didnt attend my graduation ceremony. i told em i wanted to take a photo, and they change their clothes specially to prepare for the photo shot!

cheese~

they looked quite smart rite?? but actually my daddy was wearing a towel underneath!! hahahahaha.. and my mummy was wearing her aunty pants.. LOL. heh..

back to their own clothes..

my daddy was sppose to be wearing his towel.. but i dunno y he suddenly changed to his pants.. mayb he knows i'm taking a phto of him?? haha

k tt's all la.. feeling sleepy alr. tada~

Graduation Ceremony 2008

sorry ppl for e super late update of my graduation ceremony!!!

anw i'm working alr, at the CPF Building at tanjong pager as an executive officer. so if u ppl happen to pass by, rmb to ask me for lunch!!!! =)

i shall jus write a brief post about it.. cos ever since i started working, my life had been uber tiring.. mayb i cldnt adapt to the working life yet?? and and, i've been damn busy ever since i started my work.. attending party.. gatherings.. seriously no time!

anw pics here!

i'm a sp graduand! =D

nice nice day.. all of sudden the memories of e sch life came gushing into my brain, and yet all of them seems fresh from just yest... seriously.. how can the time pass so fast??

was a bit disappointed to find tt onli a few of our class turned up, and u noe wad??? we dun have a class photo!!! oh man.. this sucks!

btw, i received my 20th birthday gift!!!

THANKS SO MUCH PPL!!! muacks to u! i really really love it hee. every now n then when i wore it i kept admiring the features thanks again!

lastly, i will try my best to update as much as i can if i still had the energy. but dun expect too much frm me!! =P

i nd a new handbag

yest was browsing thru online spree n i saw this!!!!

COACH WALLET.... i fell in love with it at 1st sight can!!!! it's plain n simple.. yet somehow it looks a bit classic and elegant to me too.. and now it onli costs 99 bucks!!! oh man i wanna buy!!! but but.. i nd save the money for my handbag 1st.. cos my current one looks battered =( SIGH~ farewell to my dear wallet den.. UGH

seriosuly i realli cant stand the temptation.. u think i shld buy?? i'm broke now u noe, n i'm currently waiting for my pay to come in. i nd to pay back the loan to jiani, buy a camera, buy a handbag.. zzzzzzz... how huh?

home baked choc fondant.. YUM!

will update on the Graduation Ceremony once i gotten all the photos =)

few days ago yi ting delivered a freshly baked choc fondant she baked to my doorstep!! Oooo~ i was so delighted hehe. she wanted me to eat it when it's still warm, becos tt's when it's the nicest!!

looks like a normal choc cake eh? (nvm about the plate, i know it looks or biang)

but look at the choc lava oozing out!!

*on e closer look.. ISNT IT AMAZING?!?!

seriously it's the tastiest choc fondant i've ever ate!! i love it, esp the moment when u have to cut open the fondant to see the choc flowing out.. and den dig in to find tt the whole thing sort of melts even further in ur mouth! YUMMY!!! i wanna bake this when ting teach me how to do it! THANKS TING!!

meanwhile ni n i discussed on baking simpler cookies recipe.. becos we r jus onli beginners. on further discussion we decided to bake viennese chocolate fingers!!

wa... hopefully we cld succeed..!

btw to those who r interested in baking, u cld go to this webbie: http://lickthefrosting.wordpress.com/

and check out the other links inside as well!!