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all right all right ppl
i know i havent update my blog for like a month??
yeah.. really really sorrie here.. was so damn busy these past weeks. projects.. assignments.. tests.. i'm still occupied even for now, so i'm tryin to fill up the details of what had happened these wks durin my lesson time =)

if i rmb correctly, 3 or 4 wks before, i fell sick and took a day off from sch. the next wk, i fell sick again with gastric disorder. den the next wk again, i came down with fever (together with flu and sore throat) that's when my e learning started i think, den i hadnt quite recover even when we started studying for our tests for the oncoming wk. part of me felt like giving up, becos seriously i cldnt very well concentrate with my health lidat. i wanted to stay at home to rest, yet i got no choice but to wake up early in the morning to sch and came back late after our studying. i was like struggling to force myself to study, and just cant wait to finish all the tests. it's like, everytime i wake up i cldnt bear to leave e hse, everytime i rched hm i cldnt help but to hug my mum for comfort, which i did =P

ok, so all the tests ended (FINALLY...) and guess wad? i fell sick again.. MAJOR headache and gastric discomfort. the stupid headache continued even for now... ouch!!!!!!!

so now u can imagine how agonizing it is for me for these past few wks.. i feel myself gettin weaker n more vulnerable day by day, worse still, i feel myself becoming skinnier!!!!! pls, isnt there any ways to gain fats?? I WAN TO GAIN WEIGHT!!!!! really, i'm up to any desperate measures.

btw i'm in a dilemma between buyin a laptop n the itp trip to germany. should i say it this way- it costs a bomb to buy a laptop, but it costs a major explosion for the trip to germany, yet i can gain advantages from both of them. for the 4 weeks itp trip to germany, i have to dig out bou $5k to $6k, and we'll be staying in a hostel at e uinversity there, with only breakfast provided. i dunno if there's like free time for us, but it'll be lovely to stroll stroll at the streets there... ha...
ok on the other hand, a laptop only costs me about $1k to $2, and wld be useful in many other ways.. so which one shld i choose???

well.. shall blog till here le. will write more n posts more pics in my next update.. ( ;