depress!

e 1st blow tt hit me after sch reopen is my RESULTS!!!!!!
OMG.
think this is the lowest mark i've ever get in my history. 11 marks. can u BELIEVE tt?!?!!

anw if i received any red results, it's expected lahs. cos during the study period we played too much, until we dun have e time to study. Nope, i'm not making excuses. so i think i shldnt get troubled about it lo. it's my fault for not puttin in my heart into studies tt time. blame for my playfulness!!! =P

i wanted to go out!!! do exercise or shop or wadever.. just dun wan to be alone from mulling over some annoying and irritating thoughts. =( like stuffs at school, etc. if i'm gettin more close up, this means i'm getting temporary depression. LOL. at tt instant, i'll be always staring blankly off a distance, hoping tt i cld just jump off the building JUST LIKE TT. *click* ...nah....... nt tt serious la wahaha. if anything like this happened, i still had moi family n (what i s'pose) moi close frens to cheer me up. n if all of these wont help, i'll just visit the councellor instead. = =

ok y am i talking about depression?? well.. ever since sch reopen.. i felt like a lot of things happen...... n tt it's not back to the way its used to be. even i felt tt i'm acting differently. i dunno y. *knock my head* Wad Happened????

wanted to hang out wit e sisters. but everytime it wld always turn out to be a disappointment, cos some will back out in the last min. pls.. if ur got things gg on or ur dun feel like gg out wit us or ur dun wish to go out wit us, tell us earlier. i realli hate last min back off, n i'm sure all of us here dislike tt either.

btw i'll be organising another gathering on next tue! those who r free, call me. i've alr decide what to eat for our dinner hehehe. strange huh, instead of deciding wad to do tt day i decide wad to eat tt day... lol. cos i wanna eat the cheena steamboat at bugis!!! yiting recommand mi de haha. i know tt it'll be

DAMN DELICIOUS and ur WONT regret it after eating it!! :P