him n him n him

i'm so deeply in love with him. was working for past 2 days, and though i tried as hard as i could, my mind is full of him. 'm so afraid, for so mani months, this is the situation i dread to c myself in. ive alr prepared to face the worst situation, but i wondered how i can take it. i wish time could turn back, so that i wldnt fall onto the same guy again.