Makes me wonder

how things turn out to be this way,

the hurt it caused on me
the anger that i feel
the impact in my life
the lessons tt i learnt
the caution in which every step i took, towards love.

no way i wld forget to add in:

the phobia.

after a chat with ni, we both are feeling the complications in it, i'm feeling wadz she's feeling, and vice-versa. stoned for a while.. else mulling over the situation we're in.


and i'm still thinking....

Changes within a yr

Happy National Day ppl.

i can see all the red and white since friday.

anw

exactly 1 yr from today, we were still in sch mugging for exams even tho it's a public holiday.

i cld still vividly rmb everything back at those times, esp the part which we couldnt catch the live broadcast of the national day parade, but tried and search for sources time and again until angelis found it but, the parade is alr over. a bit of disappointment we were, yet still contented and happy, with us a huge grp of friends gathered togather in this sch, we studied and played hard, and to me, it cld nv have been a better enjoyment in my sch life.

it made me smile thinking at those times.

time does sail. it oftens slips by without u noticing and one yr after, everything changes. some lost contact, few still in touch, and some ppl changed.

and for me, i'm still searching for excitement and fun, as always. that's wad the one thing tt's not changing.

8/8/8 Friday

nice date isnt it???

went to celebrate my bdae (tho it's alr a day after, but nvm) together with olympic at timbre the arts house and was stunned to see that the seats i booked were located outside.. SO HOT!

actually was nothing much larr.. haha. jus like a small gathering with frens chilling there, listening to the good music by goodfellas. i'm loving this band more and more! ordered a serious yucky drink called the boston beach party. honestly, i'm jus having a bit of sore throat, so i dun nd a cough syrup!! u noe wad i mean???!

the goodfellas

btw, ann n si jia brought me a milk bottle filled with alcohol drink and asked me to cry like a baby before sucking it (yes suck). a bdae special for me.. LOL. thanks ar gals!!

i sucked realli hard but i cant drink anything.. den i realized those babies power seh can suck realli realli hard to drink the milk..

after sitting there for a long while, we decided to go off to the next destination: club, as i felt like dancing. so the thing is we dunno where to go for clubbing, as none of us feel like gg mos, and i dunno wad nice clubs exist in clark quay! searched and i suggust to try china1..

my conclusion is, i love it, except tt it's too small and there's too many ang mohs. they have live band there playing rock songs!! woo~ somehow like a small live band concert. NICE. wanna hang out there again!

lastly, thanks a lot ppl: Jiani, monkey, lis, ann, shaun, si jia, shawn, michelle, zhiyi, beng, desmond, for turning up. it means a lot to me. thanks for the time!!!

and to those who were not invited, my sincere apologies!! i'm jus afraid tt there's not enough seats there, so i played safe by jus asking some of my frens. it doesnt mean tt i didnt tut of ur.. sorry!