12 AM.
yells. screams. roars. bellow.
i took a chopper from the kitchen and slam it on the iron board. "SHUT UP!" i yelled.
"dun help your father! it's none of your business!" she screamed back, and my dad took the chopper away from my hand.
i rushed to my room, locked my door and started crying silently.
covered my ears, yet the sound came forcing into my head.
prepared a hot drink for my father in case something happened again.
HELP MI.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Monday, January 30, 2006
ate my reunion dinner at chi new yr eve. was actually worried what's my relatives reaction to my hair. and to my surprise- 'm thinking too much. haha
the moment i step into the hse, my grandma hug mi! she said its been a long time since she saw mi, and i think my grandma is still as cute as ever. plump plump de. haha. not mani ppl recognize mi until my father point it out. think cos i change my hairstyle ba. i was standing beside my aunt, and she didnt even know its mi!! they kept asking mi whether the sch allows my hair colour. den my aunt asked mi which course 'm studying....
mi: er.. design
my aunt: design? wad design? fashion design?
mi: no
my aunt: den? architecture?
mi: no
my aunt: nvm. name the course using eng
mi: ( face reddening ) er. construction.
my aunt: ooo..
zzzzzzzz. okie. i admit tt i feel ashamed to be in this course. right. i regret saying "construction" this word. i shld said something else. construction's like.... so.. eh-hem.. low class. i shld jus said tt 'm in Civil and Structural Engineering. this sounds better lo. but i scared they dun understand ma. wth.
my grandam's bro.. i dunno how shld i call tt.. kept teasing mi about my hair. haha. he kept calling mi "colour girl" cos he dunno my name. aniwae. its not a ve nice reunion dinner cos i didnt ate much...
the moment i step into the hse, my grandma hug mi! she said its been a long time since she saw mi, and i think my grandma is still as cute as ever. plump plump de. haha. not mani ppl recognize mi until my father point it out. think cos i change my hairstyle ba. i was standing beside my aunt, and she didnt even know its mi!! they kept asking mi whether the sch allows my hair colour. den my aunt asked mi which course 'm studying....
mi: er.. design
my aunt: design? wad design? fashion design?
mi: no
my aunt: den? architecture?
mi: no
my aunt: nvm. name the course using eng
mi: ( face reddening ) er. construction.
my aunt: ooo..
zzzzzzzz. okie. i admit tt i feel ashamed to be in this course. right. i regret saying "construction" this word. i shld said something else. construction's like.... so.. eh-hem.. low class. i shld jus said tt 'm in Civil and Structural Engineering. this sounds better lo. but i scared they dun understand ma. wth.
my grandam's bro.. i dunno how shld i call tt.. kept teasing mi about my hair. haha. he kept calling mi "colour girl" cos he dunno my name. aniwae. its not a ve nice reunion dinner cos i didnt ate much...
had a dream on the lunar 1st day.
i was looking at the mirror when i saw blotch of blue on my nose. i was feeling giddy, heart pumping very fast. the next thing i knew when i reach the living room, my whole face turn blue and i collaspe, right in front of my mum. when i woke up, 'm still at the exact spot where i fell- my mum did not help mi at all. she's not at all worried.
....... tt's it. it's scary!! imagine ur whole body turn blue and u collaspe in front of your whole family, but ur family didnt help you, instead they think tt, Big deal- you fainted. it's like they're waiting for you to-to-to.................. to lie inside of the gr*ve..! CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!!!
i was looking at the mirror when i saw blotch of blue on my nose. i was feeling giddy, heart pumping very fast. the next thing i knew when i reach the living room, my whole face turn blue and i collaspe, right in front of my mum. when i woke up, 'm still at the exact spot where i fell- my mum did not help mi at all. she's not at all worried.
....... tt's it. it's scary!! imagine ur whole body turn blue and u collaspe in front of your whole family, but ur family didnt help you, instead they think tt, Big deal- you fainted. it's like they're waiting for you to-to-to.................. to lie inside of the gr*ve..! CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!!!
Saturday, January 28, 2006
HAPPIE CHI NEW YR EVE TO EVERYONE!!
tis yr's chi new yr is definitely a diff one from past yrs. tis yr, i'll be rushing projects thru' out the hols and at the same time, try to cure my computer. stupid stupid virus!!!!!
i will try not to miss out any of the projects or homework given to mi, i will try- cos there's simply toooooo much to do. Internet Tech-- project ( flash design ). Oral Com-- individual presentation. Design-- presentation. Gems-- presentation. Struct Mech-- report. btm-- report.
tt's....... it? i dunno. i still think i'm missing something. but wadeva it is, the load's getting heavier here!
went to jp and imm wit jiana and lissy yest. trying to buy all the stuff before new yr comes. ha. esp jiana. she looks extremely aunty carrying all the gigantic plastics around. haha. actually mi oso la. but she looks more anuty lo. lol. havent got to buy my bottoms so no choice, gotta stick wit my old jeans lo. :(
aniwae thanks to lissy for accompan-ying us. rmb to gimme back my $10!
oh ya. did i mentioned sueann went to sp to find us? ha. she skipped class (bad gal) and we sat at fc 2 and chat. nice seeing her.. jus miss those days.. however i found tt we got almost nthing to tok about.. cos we no longer hav the same topic to gossip of.. unlike the days in sec sch.. we kept gossiping and chatting and making fun of each other.. some gals are M.I.A now, hope tt i still cld find memories of 8 sistas back. *smilez*
tis yr's chi new yr is definitely a diff one from past yrs. tis yr, i'll be rushing projects thru' out the hols and at the same time, try to cure my computer. stupid stupid virus!!!!!
i will try not to miss out any of the projects or homework given to mi, i will try- cos there's simply toooooo much to do. Internet Tech-- project ( flash design ). Oral Com-- individual presentation. Design-- presentation. Gems-- presentation. Struct Mech-- report. btm-- report.
tt's....... it? i dunno. i still think i'm missing something. but wadeva it is, the load's getting heavier here!
went to jp and imm wit jiana and lissy yest. trying to buy all the stuff before new yr comes. ha. esp jiana. she looks extremely aunty carrying all the gigantic plastics around. haha. actually mi oso la. but she looks more anuty lo. lol. havent got to buy my bottoms so no choice, gotta stick wit my old jeans lo. :(
aniwae thanks to lissy for accompan-ying us. rmb to gimme back my $10!
oh ya. did i mentioned sueann went to sp to find us? ha. she skipped class (bad gal) and we sat at fc 2 and chat. nice seeing her.. jus miss those days.. however i found tt we got almost nthing to tok about.. cos we no longer hav the same topic to gossip of.. unlike the days in sec sch.. we kept gossiping and chatting and making fun of each other.. some gals are M.I.A now, hope tt i still cld find memories of 8 sistas back. *smilez*
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
WHOOO LA~
haiz. mani ppl said my hair look like ah lian and xmas tree leh!!! :( my mum said looks like peacock. wad the..?!?! waiting for the colour to drop now.. cos going to my grandma hse for reunion dinner.. wad happens if my relatives saw this?!!? wa kao man. scared they lesson my ang bao $$ after they saw my hair.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
wanted to leave this hse for good. yet on the other hand..... will definitely miss the things here..
....................................... 'm jus not independent
went to dye hair ( bleach green and red ) brown for base and lighter brown for highlights. so u can see i had green and red strips on my hair for the time being and lighter brown highlights later on when my bleach drops. nice!! i looked like a punk rite now, and i feel like it. haha. too bad my clothes all don't match. my frenz all say i looked like ah lian. zzzzzzzzzz.......
$110- had 4 colours on my hair, free hair cut, she straighten my hair for free, and i had 10% discount. worth it eh?
I Love My Hair. :D
aniwae. he came wit us to the salon (at suntec city) yest. SURPRISINGLY. i tried to act as natural as i cld, but still i couldnt make it. wasnt wit myself the whole day. tried to talk to him but i freak out!!! this is SHIT!! but he talked to mi tho... heeeez. haPPie. :)
i dont realli like him coming to the salon wit us lo. i looked so ugly!!! they were waiting for us in the salon, watching us. and i was sooooooo embarrassed!!! there's tis time when i had my hair wash and the person wrap the towel around my hair. I LOOKED SO AUNTY!!!!!! AHH!! KILL MI BA!!!! i cld pratically feel their eyes on mi when i walked out of the room. esp, him. Gulp. hope he's not watching mi den. *cross my fingers*
but its so sweet of them- Dennis, Yi Sheng, Kok Beng, Kelvin and Bao xia. they waited for us until our hair is done. A Big Thanks To them!!
....................................... 'm jus not independent
went to dye hair ( bleach green and red ) brown for base and lighter brown for highlights. so u can see i had green and red strips on my hair for the time being and lighter brown highlights later on when my bleach drops. nice!! i looked like a punk rite now, and i feel like it. haha. too bad my clothes all don't match. my frenz all say i looked like ah lian. zzzzzzzzzz.......
$110- had 4 colours on my hair, free hair cut, she straighten my hair for free, and i had 10% discount. worth it eh?
I Love My Hair. :D
aniwae. he came wit us to the salon (at suntec city) yest. SURPRISINGLY. i tried to act as natural as i cld, but still i couldnt make it. wasnt wit myself the whole day. tried to talk to him but i freak out!!! this is SHIT!! but he talked to mi tho... heeeez. haPPie. :)
i dont realli like him coming to the salon wit us lo. i looked so ugly!!! they were waiting for us in the salon, watching us. and i was sooooooo embarrassed!!! there's tis time when i had my hair wash and the person wrap the towel around my hair. I LOOKED SO AUNTY!!!!!! AHH!! KILL MI BA!!!! i cld pratically feel their eyes on mi when i walked out of the room. esp, him. Gulp. hope he's not watching mi den. *cross my fingers*
but its so sweet of them- Dennis, Yi Sheng, Kok Beng, Kelvin and Bao xia. they waited for us until our hair is done. A Big Thanks To them!!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
bought angelis's present. a adidas jacket. cost mi $119 ya noe!!! to ppl hu's sharing her present: pay mi back!!!
went to pratical and saw him in formal. he looks so charming in it!!!! tt is: cute, charming, and smart. :D haha. opps. 'm insane.
took a Magic Birth Date thingy at Excel. didnt noe tt excel can be so efficient.
it said my good point is: Sincerity
and my bad point is: Arrogance
quite true u noe. 'm indeed arrogant. ha.
and my star news are:
i'm full with self doubts and fears. my leo prides comes from developing self-esteem. i have the ability the generate happiness (uh-huh).
i flourish is work where i can use my fiery enthusiasm and creativity. a natural air of authority impress others. a leo is easily hurt (..............).
i'll make sacrifices to those i love but must guard against making children or spouse an extension of my ego. (what does this mean sia???)
went to pratical and saw him in formal. he looks so charming in it!!!! tt is: cute, charming, and smart. :D haha. opps. 'm insane.
took a Magic Birth Date thingy at Excel. didnt noe tt excel can be so efficient.
it said my good point is: Sincerity
and my bad point is: Arrogance
quite true u noe. 'm indeed arrogant. ha.
and my star news are:
i'm full with self doubts and fears. my leo prides comes from developing self-esteem. i have the ability the generate happiness (uh-huh).
i flourish is work where i can use my fiery enthusiasm and creativity. a natural air of authority impress others. a leo is easily hurt (..............).
i'll make sacrifices to those i love but must guard against making children or spouse an extension of my ego. (what does this mean sia???)
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
things i wanna buy:
1) sch bag (glossy type)
1) sch bag (glossy type)
2) small sling bag
3) clothes
4) accessories
budget: .....$200? or lessor? mayb... $150? ya. $150.
shopping venue: Bugis Village
Presents i'd not yet buy:
1) angelis's
2) kelvin's
3) kok beng's
4) bao lian n xia's
5) zhiyi's
6) sueann's
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! die. no $$$ le.
Saturday, January 07, 2006
GHOST!!!!!
slept at 1.30am yest. was sleeping soundly when my phone's speaker on automatically n the sound instantly woke mi up. well, this's not the 1st time. it had happened several times before (all in the mid of the night, nv happened on daytime before!) n i dunno wadz realli going on. but i can tell ya tt i was damn freaking out when it happened on mi. normally, the speaker will on automatically- "du................................ du.. du.. du.. du.." den it will automatically off again. but yest, it was diff. when it goes off, it turns on again, and i cld hear strange sounds coming ftom the speaker itself. i dunno how to explain the sound, in chi it's called " zha ying" zzzz... well i dunno. i was stoned on my bed, sweating all over, fightin the temptation to turn the damn speaker off, yet on the other hand i was afraid to see tt "something else". so i lied there, trying to calm myself down, while the sound kept going on for a very long time. i was ve sure that i DID hear the sound, i know 'm definetely awake, so dun tell mi all these happened is within my imagination.
still freaking out now. next time, before i slp, i will pluck out the telephone line and take e damn thing outta my rm.
still freaking out now. next time, before i slp, i will pluck out the telephone line and take e damn thing outta my rm.
Monday, January 02, 2006
meet ni at 11am at orchard mrt.
n she arrived near to 12.
^$!@#^@(*^(@!)
was on my way to orchard, n was late myself.. for around.. 15 min. sms her she nv reply. when i called her, it was alr 11. n u noe wad? she's sleeping! god...... so i waited for her for bou... 40 min?? wth
went to taka to take discount voucher for FOX frm zhi yi, n went straight to FOX. nothing interest mi there. for a second, i was about to leave WHEN something caught my eye.
n she arrived near to 12.
^$!@#^@(*^(@!)
was on my way to orchard, n was late myself.. for around.. 15 min. sms her she nv reply. when i called her, it was alr 11. n u noe wad? she's sleeping! god...... so i waited for her for bou... 40 min?? wth
went to taka to take discount voucher for FOX frm zhi yi, n went straight to FOX. nothing interest mi there. for a second, i was about to leave WHEN something caught my eye.
yesh. the moment i saw this, i knew tt it is a "MUZ BUY". to mi, it has a tasteful design. mayb it seems nthing to u la, but i love it ve much!
it has got some diamonds stiched onto the wordings... but i very much wish tt the words are something else rather than "dating". zzz...
my mood seems to be lighter after i bought this jacket.. =D den i bought this skirt at parco bugis 'charmed'
i didnt noticed tt i actually bought 2 pieces of clothings with design stiched on it's back until i upload these photos.... wld it be too much if i wear the jacket n the skirt together? like too much designs hor.. zzzzz.. ah. dun care la. aniwae this skirt is ex sia. without discount is 50+ bucks i think. den after discount i got it for 30 something. i feel comfortable wearing it, plus it makes my bum looks bigger, plus the design at the back ve nice, so 30 bucks...... reasonable lo. :)
throughout my whole shopping journey.. i'm searching for the bag!!! the bag which i saw it at the [Devil Beside You]
SAD.
new yr resolutions
new yr resolutions!
- GET A BOYFREN! (if any chance)
- CHANGE NEW WARDROBE!
- I WAN MY HAIR TO BE LONG LONG!
- BECOME CHUBB-IER!!! (pls pls pls pls pls)
- PUT BRACES!
- HAVE LARGER BREAST! (haha)
- GET CLOSER WITH MY SEC SCH FRENZ! (we r drifting apart..)
- PASS ALL MY EXAMS! (if onli)
- EARN $$$
- TAKE DRIVING LESSONS AND HOPE I'LL PASS!
- BECOME PRETTIER!
- BECOME HEALTHIER
- ............................................... still thinking.
joyful xmas eve
XMAS EVE 2
yupp! after our game we clean up the kitchen (onli bao xia n kelvin clean up almost the whole hse)
yupp! after our game we clean up the kitchen (onli bao xia n kelvin clean up almost the whole hse)
oh ya. kelvin's toilet had a dead cockraoch which he claims tt it had been there for a mth! n no one dared to remove it.. so he asked beng to help him........ so here he goes..
" aaaa..... aaaaahh.. AHHHH! i'm so scared!!!!"
OOOOOO YES!!!! HE GOT THE COCKROACH!!!! CHEERS FOR OUR BENG BENG COCKROACH EXTERMINATOR!!!!! WOO~!
nah. here's e corspe of it. finally he can rest in peace.. even tho one of it's leg broke..
n den exchanged presents!!! kok beng got mine- a cup with sexy lady display, it has her boobs sticking out.. haha.. n i got angelis's
CUte? we washed up after tt n watch some videos frm youtube... catch this..
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=95XWPgVIUCo&search=ghost%20videos (for this, turn on ur sound system) watch closely.. u might find something there.
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=pnivTYn-dps&search=funny%20videos
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=msUNucWZJd4&search=funny%20videos
there's more la. but now i cannot find.. haha. 1st video is a MUZ WATCH!!! nice!
ya. den we played mahjong.. (i know how to play le! but no gambling pls. i hav no gambling luck) n cook our supper again.. overall tt night has gone smoothly.. n altho 'm exhausted.. 'm ve ve happi!!! =D
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